Wednesday, May 23, 2018

Winter again

This is not an adventure post...you'll just have to wait for riveting trail tales. 

If this damn Ph.D. is about creating the job I want for myself, this Fulbright is about making that job useful for someone else. 

The rain stops and forgotten sun awakens latent joy that quickly crumbles into nostalgia for a summer season that I won't see. Pictures of growing garlics germinated from cloves buried in a sunny south-facing Boulder bed in boreal winter compose a composted sense of participation, presence in a world that exists only in dreamland. I shouldn't be so dramatic, but dreams dictate an urgency, urges that I couldn't consciously communicate. Seeking sunshine at the stream stems such silliness, I cast catalina, catch a swirling, shearing eddy edge that leads the line lazy below boulders, toward trucha. Quedo, de sol a luna, ya tú sabes que no voy a encontrar nada en este arroyo más que la paz. 

Pacific patagonia is a strange land where I learned to stop worrying and love the rain, the mighty massive mar never lets us forget the close coast: temperate, tempered, tempting...  In these soggy forests and windswept plains, frigid flows and rocky ridges, I indulge internal, conceive craft and create, crazy in austral awakening. 

Abstraction aside, I'm stoked! We've stumbled on a simple system for forecasting flows throughout Patagonia, throughout Chile, based on plenty of public data. We have a friend in the director of the local Chilean water authority who shares the stoke and suggests ways we can develop and direct the work in a way that will be integrated with the way the water authority grants and renews water rights. I gag every time I read a hydrology paper in which the author introduces the work, 'this arcane, statistical method that no one understands but me is essential for water managers and stakeholders...' (paraphrasing). Here we have a unique opportunity to work directly for the water managers in a way that will impact policy and climate adaptation! I'm feeling pretty estranged from my adviser in the states for a number of reasons, and it's relieving to be productive and useful here and now. 

I'm moving out to Lago Atravesado this week - my Chile adviser and family are in the states until early July so I'm watching the house, hanging out with dog and cat, and building a fire whenever the ambient air temperature drops below -5° Celcius to keep the pipes from bursting. There is a sauna, greenhouse, and garden full of kale and potatoes that need to be harvested. Am I up to the task? 





Tuesday, May 8, 2018

Un Veranito

This is the sorest post I’ve ever written, not in the sense that I’m going to complain about former lady friends, but in the sense that the sensation in my legs is tremendous, terrific, terrifying… I leave the ol’ cabin round noon Sunday, May 6, and head west-ish to the Rio Claro watershed, a place I visited with Fulbright friends a couple weeks back, but never got a chance to delve deep, hike high. I hitch a ride 2km down my road toward the fork with the airport road with some real patagons, and then start walking up toward the trailhead – very few cars, maybe 3 pass by me, and before I know it, I had walked 10.5km. Difficult to hacer dedo into remote areas, very easy to ‘do thumb’ into town, but the other way is tricky…Anyway, 5-6 miles of approach is par for the course in my opinion, and I had no qualms with riding out a few sunny miles en el campo. I quickly notice some ‘hotspots’ (the precursor to blisters) on my feet – I’m wearing a pair of thin liner socks with thicker wool socks – I must have never worn this particular combination. I add another wool-elastic layer between the two and solve the problem early on, disaster averted… I find the trail my adviser recommended, on the other side of the Rio Claro from where we’d hiked previously, cross an excellent bridge (excellent being well-constructed, consistent, elegant), and start climbing. The trail rides the ridge in the same way as the trail on the other side, except I am in old growth lenga forest. This is some real deep, dark, quiet forest – thick trunks spaced far apart, moss and lichen dominating the understory. I pass the intersection with the trail we’d hiked a couple weeks back, and continue until I find my summit trail – my adviser suggested there was a trail to the cerro, and I know it immediately when I see it. The mountains loom snow white behind the lenga trunks, and the trail is surprisingly well-established! I follow it for a while, it disappears, and I improvise my way up to tree line. My intuition is confirmed by a set of footprints left some 1-3 days previous: a human with large feet and a large stride, and his/her companion.  They put on snowshoes at one point – good for them! After making my way up a snowy slope, I find myself in alpine tundra, my favorite ecosystem, and make my way up to the base of the cerro. I drink from the nearly frozen stream, and spend a good hour sitting on a rock, looking in many directions, drinking more water, thinking. The sun is setting and there is no wind – I agonize for a while whether I should spend the night here, or head back down below treeline. I finally make the super adult decision to descend below treeline in anticipation of wind and set up my tent below giant old-growth lengas. My decision is instantly validated by the sound of strong gusts high above that don’t make their way into the forest. I read a few pages of Ralph Waldo Emerson’s Self Reliance (very reinforcing), and then try to sleep. Sometime earlier in the day, the word puma entered my mind – we’d been chatting casually in the field the other day about lions in the Patagonia (there are many), and I couldn’t quite shake it. I’ve been haunted by lion thoughts for a good couple years now. In some ways, these fears are the most daunting – big wild cats are a much more real threat than the logistical, financial worries we often impose on ourselves, and that’s what makes them the most terrifying. I finally resolve that death by lion would be quick, but I would go down fighting, and then I sleep. 

I wake up to sunshine shining laterally through the deep woods, and start ascending again. I climb up yesterday’s snowy slope, scope out my route, and quickly make my way up to the summit. During this time, I slowly realize that the peak just to the south is the real ‘summit’, just a few hundred meters higher. So I ‘summit’ the first peak around 11am, and then saddle my way over to the second. I must have been hiking close to a hidden condor nest, as these incredible birds were dipping and diving some 5 meters from me: they were close enough to show off the white ring around their neck, but not quite close enough that I could make eye contact. Gorgeous giant birds – maybe if I get my act together, my next reincarnation will be condor… I summit the second peak, scramble down a scree slope, bid farewell to this alpine wilderness wonderful, and head down toward tree line. Now I am tired and decide to go home. In summiting these two peaks, I discovered a large cirque – one could, in theory, continue on past the second peak, and summit another three or four peaks in a large circle over a period of days. Unfortunately, the route down from this cirque is not established and would inevitably bring one through private property – sometimes gente de buena onda don’t mind when you move through their land, but they are the exception, not the rule. Another problem is finding a place to camp – after the second peak, there is a deep snowfield that would make for good quinsy building, perhaps, but difficult to find sub-treeline sites. 

On the way down, I rest for a good while at the stream crossing where the two trails meet, wet my hair (it was hot by this point, high 60s), and then walk back down the route we’d taken a few weeks back. Outside the park, I hitch a ride from a friendly landowner who is heading into town – we have a great chat about groundwater. He suggests that I get into the business of finding shallow groundwater in this region – this is a regulated resource on paper, but since the fine for not complying with the law is cheaper than the formalities of purchasing a permit, it is essentially unregulated. He drops me off at my road, and I walk another 2km home. 

The ‘are-pizza’ is a food that has been on my mind for weeks now – I’m sure it’s been done, a very logical combination of arepa with pizza. I am loathe to use the oven (gas=$$$), so this first round is performed via frying pan – tomato sauce, cheese, red onion, tomato, and chorizo. Delicious. 

















Tuesday, May 1, 2018

Antarctica

No, I didn't go to Antarctica, nor do I plan to - so many vegetated continents to enjoy first. For the casual reader, I'm going to cut to the most salient logistical update: I'm moving again! My advisor and family are in the states during the month of June, so I'll be watching their house, dogs, cat etc. and then staying on in July and August as a live-in chef. He is kindly lending me a truck and letting me stay for free! The house is on a road named Antarctica in the town of Lago Atravesado, some 20km out of town. On one hand, this is extremely empowering, as I now have cash in addition to time! On the other hand, I'll need to figure out the next crash spot at the end of winter -- I'm entertaining the notion of doing some extended traveling during the month of September...

Here is a slightly lengthy life update (present tense): 

I savor my days of soulitude. I get to enjoy the morning again! I’d fallen into the habit of hiding in my room with the window open in the mornings while the house filled with smoke. Most mornings, I wander into the living area, gaze longingly out the window at the snowy mountains in Reserva Nacional Rio Simpson, start to hmm and haw about what I should get into this fine day, check the weather forecast, evaluate whether today is a good day to go into town. When I go into town, it must be very intentional – lock the bike at the Registro Civil (off the main drag, and there is a very strong flagpole), walk to Sodimac Home Center for an adjustable wrench, to Bigger for matches (and a cheese grater? no, I don’t need a cheese grater), finally to the produce wholesaler on Lillo con Simpson for 17 kilos of onions (about $.40/lb?). I load the onions into and onto my pack, and then make for the cabaña.

The water in the shower is hot! I’ve taken maybe four showers in the past month in Coyhaique, about three minutes each, before I start to shake from the bitter cold water. Today I wash my hair, which has been knotting itself into dreads over the past month, and I have no desire to be the dreaded white man. Afterward, I spend an hour pulling apart the knots and end up with a frizzy mop. After this Chile adventure is all said and done, I plan to shave it all off. It’s about time. But will I lose my accumulated knowledge as well? What would Sampson say…

I love the days when I don’t go into town. I used to think I needed activity in my days, but it turns out yoga is enough. I received word today that I’ll be hosting some fellow Fulbrights this weekend – they are very welcome, as I invited them, but still a bit strange, ‘welcome to this remote cabin where I live and work and don’t see anyone for days…’ In addition to the two planned guests, I’m hosting another two unexpected guests this weekend! A fellow Saint Paul native and Colorado transplant is biking from Denver to Punta Arenas with a friend, and found me on Couchsurfing. So we have a full house at the cabin this weekend!

The planned guests arrive Saturday evening and we chat all things Fulbright as I slowly cook a turkey chili that becomes soup… they head to bed and I linger on for a bit, the bikers still haven’t arrived, pouring rain outside…suddenly I see a flash of headlights and moments later two rowdy cyclists are at the door! I sit in amazement as they recall wild tales of their nearly year-long adventure from Denver – they are ‘the Spoken tour,’ look em up! We chat for an hour or two, and I feel a little bad for being rowdy while the other folks are asleep, so I head to bed sometime before midnight. I could have stayed up all night with these folks, listening to stories, waxing philosophical. Brunch is another rowdy affair, with mate, poached eggs, and excellent conversation. By the time we drop the cyclists off in town, I’m feeling kinda funky about my situation – what am I doing sitting around in one place when there’s a giant continent waiting to be explored? I went on a 400-mile solo tour in Florida years back, and never managed to get back on the touring bike, grad school got in the way…

The other Fulbrights and I head toward the Rio Claro valley – supposedly there is a park called Reserva Huemules with a hiking trail. We drive down a winding bumpy road and then speed across a raging stream – I was reminded of the journey of the Fellowship across the river near Rivendell. We open gate after gate with no sign of the park – finally an angry landowner turns us around and points us in the right direction. For some reason, parks in Chile (also Venezuela) are never marked very well, almost like they want to hide them away? Turns out we missed a very tiny CONAF sign and didn’t actually need to ford the stream. The trail is quiet, up and down, never for too long, through damp lenga forests ablaze with fiery flames of fall, lichen clinging to the trunks, moss and crow weed creeping across the forest floor. The landscape bears grim evidence of the early burn in the mid-20th century, giant charred trunks strewn about, the last remains of old growth lenga forest. We reach a stream, I drink and feel very content: I’ve recently become more attuned to natural cycles of joys and disappointments - rain and streams are both harbingers of happiness.

Today the funkiness has already gone – I wake up content, savoring the silence, stillness, and sunshine. A full day of research activities: I’m lucky that I have the opportunity to geek out on water data whenever I want – I think I’d go quite insane if not! A great day to spend at home, watching snow and rain move across the towering cerros outside, rearranging and reconfiguring neural networks. I’m not sure if the contentedness with my work is a form of Stockholm syndrome, or an authentic affinity for problem solving, mental gymnastics. I’m super stoked about the opportunity to spend a week without leaving the cabaña – I’ve got plenty of food to eat, work to do, nowhere I need to be…as much as it would be nice to work alongside other CIEP folks at the office, I would need to get a ride from other researchers and then bike home in the dark on a narrow, winding road -- sounds pretty reckless to me. For a region that supposedly values moving slowly ‘quien se apura en la patagonia pierde el tiempo’, they sure drive fast.

See this post for a detailed description of recent field activities.

Saturday I hitch into town, head over to Buses Suray, buy a ticket for Puerto Aysén, and then head into the fishing shop next door where my former housemate Javier works – I’ve decided to make moves on my fishing ideas, and buy some line and hooks from Javier (thanks for the discount, kind sir!) I’ll wind the line around an empty can of mussels, bait the hook with bits of chicken, and then test the waters of the Rio Simpson, the Rio Claro, and maybe the Rio Blanco near Aysén. Supposedly there is a spawning run the first weekend in May – with all the rain, the rivers are full of sediment so I’m not sure if the fish will be able to see anything; maybe they’ll smell my chicken bits.

Soggy day in Aysén, much more typical than the pure sunshine a few weeks back. The day’s destination (of course, the journey is really the destination) is Puerto Chacabuco, the primary port of the Región de Aysén del General Carlos Ibáñez del Campo. This small town is mostly industrial, shipping crates, fishing boats, loading docks, cruise terminals. There are almost no waves to be seen, the long and winding fjords damp the intense energy of the mighty Pacific just a few kilometers west. Over the past years, I’ve been feeling a strong affinity for the Pacific – after years in inland high desert Colorado mountains, I’ve longed to see the mountain meet the sea. If given the choice, I will always choose foggy Andes over dry Colorado peaks. My farming fantasies may also need to take place in a rainy region – the Atlantic doesn’t interest me much, Caribbean coasts yes, but the Pacific has a mysterious might of its own, a vast, cold, deep, and lonesome force that commands the continents, rules the land with wild weather, a chaotic peace, cyclical balance, dynamic equilibrium. Aysén could be the place except that I love my friends and family in the states – I can't stomach the idea of establishing my farm far from these folks, but I just don’t know if I’ll ever come around ready to live indefinitely in the Midwest. Why do I want to farm? Hard to explain – I need to play in the compost, feel the dirt between my fingers, get intimate with the systems that sustain life. Last summer, I fell into a trance: greeting the sun with coffee and conversation, working on the computer for a few hours -- thinking about soils, seasons, flow -- yoga, and then riding out the rest of the day’s sunshine in the garden, seeding, weeding, planting, harvesting, landscaping, digging, shoveling, turning, playing. It’s so important that we find ways to be outside, active, happy at home, to see nature everywhere, to find ‘tongues in trees, books in the running brooks, sermons in stones, and good in everything,’ to enjoy the world without needing to hop in a car.

I’m feeling damn good – a real deep sensation that I’m alive, that I’ve mostly moved past ‘survival mode’ and settled into the present moment. I have renewed excitement, interest, inspiration in adventuring – there is so much to see, to experience. Yes rainy cold off-season, but I ain’t no tourist. Perhaps the time is ripe for a grand weeklong adventure in Jeinemeini, maybe a good day trip up to Rio Claro is all I need. I recently met with some folks from the Minga Alegre - I received word that they are planning a water-themed outreach event. Since this is mostly why I’m here, I am super stoked to work with these kindred folk sharing free information about life-giving waters...